Wednesday 19 June 2013

Like The Day My Love ends  With Dark Night !!! True Love  Story 



Jindgi hame har pal nayi baat sikha jati hai ., aur sayad yahi karan hai jo aaj mein yaha aapni prem khani likh rahi huwn., vo pyar jo mere liye sab kuch tha eak pal mein gayab ho gaya khatam ho gaya .,jise mene apna samjha vo kabhi mera tha hi nahi ., 


Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai vo raat jab ham alag huwe thea ., sab bahut acha jaa raha tha ., ham aaram se baat karte thea .,par use achanak lagne laga ki ab samay aa gaya hai ki hum alag ho jaye., aur use ab kisi aur ki jarurat hai meri nahi ., samay aa gaya hai ki past ko bhula diya jyae., ye sab mere liye asan nahi tha bhulana ki mere pyar ka aesa ant hoga aur mere pass koi rasta bhi nahi rahega.,


Hum eak  common friend ke through mile thea aur dono ko pyar bhi hogya .., mene apna pura samay liya usko apna sathi banne se phale .,ham lada karte thea har choti moti batto ke liye aur un sabke pice sacha pyar tha jiske aage mujhe kuch nahi dikhai deta tha ., vo pyara tha aur mein uske pyar mein itna kho gayi ki ab vapus aane ka koi rasta nahi tha ., mein usse milne gayi uske ghar mein ., vo mujhe lene aaya., aur mene ghar se nikal gayi bina kisi ko bataye .,vo naye saal ki saam thai aur sabhi log eak dusre ko nay saal ki badhiya dene mein buzy the .,.,mein tho bus uske bare mein hi soach rahi thi .,mujhe pata nahi tha ki kya hoga jab ham dono amne samne honge face 2 face kyuwn ki ham pahli baar jo mil rhe thea .,finally mein uske ghar pahuchi vo mere aage khada tha aur mein use deak ke bahut kush huwi .,


"tum bin jiya jaye tum bin ..,kese jiya jaye tum bin .,
saydiyoon se hai rateen ., saydiyon se lambe hue din.,
aa jao laut ke fir ..,ye dil keha raha hai " 




hamne apne Dreams ke bare mein life ke bare mein aur love ke bare mein batten ki , sayad mera pyar hi kam tha use ye mehsus karane ke liye ki uske bina mein tut jaungi ., mein eak shabad bhi nahi bol payi chup rahi taki use meri kamjori na dikhe mein tut chuki thi aur disappointed thi., us din mujhe realize huwa ki mein jinda huwn kuch hai jo mere ander saans lea raha hai par kuch hai jo mar gaya hai hamesa ke liye ., ab mere mein himat nahi hai ki mein kisi se itna pyar kar saku jitna use kiya ., mera pyar bahut pavitra aur sacha tha jo matlab aur bachpane se kafi upar tha ., mene use dil ki gharryio se pyar kiya ., vo bahut acha lagta tha ., vo hamesa mera saport kartha tha ache aur bure dino mein ., aesa kya huwa jo usne apne paw piche lea liye ?? kya huwa ki usne mere bare mein eak bar bhi nahi socha ? mein uske liye 2 saal se jyada royi par vo vapus nahi aya ., vo chal gaya hamesa ke liye .., 


"kesa tha vo vada ., kese nibha nibha rahe ho 
tere bina kese jiuwn mein kyuwn dur jaa rahe ho "


Hamne tocuh mein rahne ki kosis ki par eak din usne kaha ki uski sadi hone vali hai ., fir se mein mar gayi ., tut gayi ., i was lost ., kuch samaj nahi aya ., par mein usse se abhi bhi pyar karti huwn 3 saal ka lamba samay gujar chuka hai par aesa lagta hai ki kal ki hi tho baat hai ., mein uske gahr gayi use apna pyar jatane ., mene use khwab mein dekha ., mein use majudgi ko mehsus kar sakti huwn apne jivan mein aone heart mein ., mein royi chaillayi ., mein practical   ban gayi ki vo meri life mein nahi hai ab .,but kuch tho hai jo mujhe ye accept nahi karne deta ki ab vo mera nahi hai .,vo chala gaya hai hamesa ke liye ., 


"hame tumko dil diya ., tumne bhula diya 
tumse humko jo mila .,yadoon mein bas gaya "


Mene use hamesa support kiya ., hmesha use usse jyada caha ., ab kisi pe viswas nahi hota na kar sakti huwn ., ham jindgi eak bar jite hai aur pyar bhi eak bar karte hai .,pyar aur life mein second chance kabhi nahi hota ., mein duwa karti huwn uske liye sab acha ho .,vo hamesa kush rahe .,chahe kuch bhi ho jaye mein use kabhi udas na dekhu ., uski life hamesa khusiyo se bhari rahe ., vo mera hissa tha aur rahega hamesa.,


Sacha pyar dubara  nahi hota ., usne mujhse jhut kaha tha ki uski sadi hone vali hai jab ham alag huwe thea ., aaj vo sadi suda hai aur kush hai ., mein hamesa uske liye duwa karungi ki jo dard mene saha hai use kabhi na milye kyuwn ki pain kya hota hai mujhe pata hai ., 


bus vo kush rahe hamesa yahi duwa hai meri aur rahegi .,Love u always .,



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